um...

Totally Random

2009-01-11T05:17:00.001-08:00

Yup2! I've decided to blog again!! Yay! Happy!

Problem is.. I don't really know what to blog! Hahaha.. Classic..

Yet I want to blog! And so,, as advised by Cera (and Yubing.. and Delia... and a number of other people I cannot remember),, I shall begin telling you all,, Dear Reader,, The STORY OF MY LIFE!! TADAAAA!!! :D

Yes! You read that right! I'll tell you what I've been doing these last few weeks of my stupidly long holiday!!! (disclaimer: long holidays are NOT stupid,, it's just that long holidays make me feel stupid,, hahaha)

EITS! Wait a minute,, suddenly i got an inspiration on what to write!! Hohoho,, I shall share with you all, Dear Reader, my thought on the GAZA WAR!! WOOTS!! WOOTSS!!

Hahaha,, I know it's pretty random,, But it's me after all!! So being random is ermm.. pretty normal i guess! Hahaha,,

Ok,, about the stupid war,, the stupid war made me rethink about the saying that "history is written by the winner". In this stupid Gaza war,, i'm almost sure that the Israelis are the winner,, right? I mean,, in term of death counts,, or damage dealt on the opposing sides,, the Israelis with their superior military certainly have the upperhand..

But,, I'm pretty sure that the Israelis are not the ones writing the history.. If they do,, there would be no chance they are writing it the way it is being written now.. I mean,, who would want to portray themselves in such a bad light? As "the aggressor", "the barbarians who are only looking after their own interest", etc? (that's what the media here in Indonesia has been portraying our Israelis friends)

So,, are the Palestinian the real winner?? Coz they seem to be the one profitting from the so-called history.. For one,, they have garnered lots and lots of support from all around the world,, considering that this support is for an political organization who were build on the sole objective of annhilating another country (read: Israel),, That's pretty amazing.. Don't you think so??

Hmm.. nevermind, that was just some random thought on a random issue,, so yea,, i guess that's it for today's blogging.. Yup! Totally Random,, Totally Me! HAHAHA!

Lost

2008-12-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

WOOTS! (that's my new favourite random word :P)
Prelim's over..
'A's over..
and.. I feel weird.. I'm lost.. Really.. like u dun have any goal in life (in the short run at the very least).. Perhaps, being in a system where people are always told what to do really have its own merit..
But.. being able to choose what you want to do and then do it your own way also is fun in someway.. u noe.. that challengingly intriguing sort of interesting.. Hmm.. It really is confusing..
Nah.. nevermind.. I guess i shoud just follow my usual principle; "Life is fun, Don't make it otherwise".
And so, in that light.. maybe.. what I really need to do is just to try to enjoy my life as much as possible..
And to be able to successfully do that.. i should not think to much, haha.. so that's it..
I'm not gonna think about it much longer! :D
YaY! Holiday! Happy! Lol..

2008-08-04T22:15:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!
Can't believe my eyes.. There are so MANY people tagging! 5 PEOPLE!!!
CAN U IMAGINE THAT?!

Hwehwehwe...

Prelim's comin

2008-08-04T22:10:00.000-07:00

YAY!
Prelim is only weeks away!
YAY!
Happy!

Why i started posting again

2008-04-24T21:41:00.001-07:00

Yay! Someone is actually still reading my blog!! WOW!
Unbelievable!
Amazing!
Fantastic!
WOW!
CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!

I actually thought that this blog of mine will just go down without anyone noticing. But 2 weeks ago... A friend of mine asked why have I not been updating my blog!!! WOW! UNBELIEVABLE!!! HEHE..

In fact, it was not only that particular friend of mine.. This week, two other friends asked me the SAME THING!!! WOW!!! THIS IS SOOOO UNREAL!!

That was basically the reason why I started posting again.. Someone out there (or rather three people xp) is still reading my blog!!! MY BLOG IS STILL READ!!! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!! WOOHOOOOOO!!

HEHEHE...
SO HAPPY...
BTW PEOPLE, please tag if you read my blog.. So that at least i know that there are still people reading this stupid blog, hehe...
And so, i can still find a um... STIMULUS! to write on.. HOHOHO...

bloggin bout movies

2007-11-23T05:08:00.000-08:00

yay!!
now, i'm going to talk about some movies i just watched recently
Enchanted and Beowulf.. (just for the record, i watched them two days in a row, see how bored i am (again, lol))

okay, first is enchanted..
at first, i thought enchanted would just be some stupid bimbotic movies..
in fact, i watched the movie just because i really really had nothing to do and some friends asked me to
ya, however..
it turned up to be um.. fine
indeed,
it is bimbotic and stupid,
but it is (i hate to say this) really really REALLY SWEET
i really felt like hugging someone the moment i stepped out of the cinema (lucky i didn't though..)
it appeals to those part of you -deep inside you heart- that still believes that true love
and a happily ever after life does exist
hehe..
okay, i'll stop there before it's getting crappier..

next up is beowulf..
my expectation when i entered the cinema was not that high..
in fact, i just wanted to have something to fill my time..
but..
even with that kind of expectation..
i was still disappointed...
gosh..
the movie sucks
i mean, from the cg, the storyline, the plot, they all sucks
even a nude (almost) Angelina Jolie won't be able to save the movie..
in fact.. she looks ugly there..
sigh.. nevermind, just don't talk about it anymore
it hurts me just to think about how my 8 bucks and time (2 hours) fly away for something as ....(can 't find a word appropriate enough) as that
so ya, the moral of the story,
don't judge a book by it's cover,
don't judge a movie by it's posters too (beowulf posters look all cool and stuff but the movie... wekk..)
ok
c ya next time

bloggin 'bout hols again

2007-11-20T09:58:00.000-08:00

yay!
I just did something really fun (some of you will understand what xp)..
teehee..
nevermind

anyway, i had another boring day today..
if i were to write it out, it would be really really similar to my previous posts..
you know.. sleep, play games, eating twice a day, blah blah blah..

so i decided to think of something else to talk about

and ya, i actually am still thinking
lol
kay then, see you next time..
i'll try to look for something fun to talk about by then
so that this blog may get a liiittle bit more cheerful
hehehe, lol

bloggin 'bout hols III

2007-11-19T09:16:00.000-08:00

yay!
i made it!
i ate twice today, one for lunch and one for dinner
hehehe
i think this is a great achievement for me, isn't it?..
i'm so happy..
hehe..

anyway..
today i was quite pissed..
2 weeks ago (last last friday to be exact), a teacher ask me to come and see her today
reason being i have to do something for her and she was busy then

so, this morning..
i woke up early n go to the school, very happy, thinking that i actually would have something to do for the day,
i ran after my bus from practically one bus stop to the next one (with an empty stomach),
and finally reached the school's bus stop at around 11 p.m. (notice how late is my 'early'? hehe...)
then i visited 7-11 for my lunch (cup noodle)

after that i went to meet the teacher...
however, the teacher decided that she was STILL busy..
too busy that she can't even spare a few minutes to tell me what to do...
i was really PISSED..

i just don't get it..
how can someone be so busy that she can't spare even a few minutes of her time?!
come on..
i think, the time she would have spent to go to the toilet for a pee and back will be a lot more than the time that i need for the explanation
does that mean she can't go to the toilet?!?!
naaahhh..
i think she just doesnt like me,
and for a reason i don't quite understand..

according to a reliable source, the reason is because i criticize her too much...
o_O
huh?
i just don't get it..
isn't that exactly what the education system here trying to put across?
to be a 'critical thinker'? someone who 'thinks out of the box'? who doesn't just 'FOLLOW ORDER'?

nevermind..
after all, she is not really a teacher..

fortunately, uncle latif
(the guy at the library)
is as nice a conversational partner as always..
and to top it all, i got to eat my lunch at the 'normal' time too..
so, my mood was kind of improved (by a lot i suppose, coz i was actually quite happy, when i finally left the school xp)

and what's more, yu hui was at the library
she told me that she and some other cse and csc people are going for a talk
so i followed her around
and met some other people and also mr Ng
hehe..

after they left, i met someone to pay something before taking a cab back to the hostel
i took cab not becoz i got to much money or anything like that (thinking about it, actually, i DO have a lot of money, i mean, i spent so little last week, rite? with all the camp and the one day one meal thingi.. i can afford some nice dinner then.. hehe...),
ya, it was raining quite heavily and i didn't have any umbrella on me
in fact,
i never do, coz i don't own any, hehe..

so after that, i spent the rest of my day reading some forums, msn ing and youtub ing..
it was quite fun
especially the reading the forum part..
coz the topic of the forum was 'jokes'.
so people were like posting any jokes that they can find on the net,
some of them were really really really funny

also from the forum,
i found a very funny, japanese-american dude on youtube..
his name is ryan higa or sumthin like that
and he was really funny
particularly when he starts to rant
it was so funny, i actually got a stomachache from laughing too much
hahaha
i even downloaded his videos
hehehe

that was like the last thing i did before i decided to blog
so ya..
c ya next time..
if u have really been praying for me
keep doing so
coz it seems to be working
hehe..

bloggin 'bout hols II

2007-11-18T08:34:00.001-08:00

gosh..
today is even worse..
i only ate a meal..
a mos burger meal..
which many regard as small..

omg..
must stop all this by tomorrow..
pray for me..

bloggin 'bout hols

2007-11-17T08:24:00.000-08:00

i think i'll be sick soon..
with no one around (i.e. my roommie n felz especially), i think my life is getting messier and messier..
take today for example,
my breakfast was curry puff, my lunch was the convenient store sandwich and my breakfast was sweet and sour pork set meal from the hawker ctr..
the problem is not that all these are rather unhealthy (i mean, i eat unhealthy stuffs almost every day even during school days)
the problem is instead the fact that i just had all of them..

huh?
yep, i just had my breakfast/lunch/dinner at one go at 10.30 p.m...

to make it worse, the reason of why i didn't have my breakfast and lunch at the 'normal' time is not because i can't get them. The reason was just that i'm too lazy to do so.

Can you believe this?!
Take for example this morning..
i woke up at 7 a.m.
breakfast at the hostel canteen is from 7-9 a.m.
however, instead of going down and have my breakfast
i preferred to surf youtube before going to sleep again

the same thing happened for lunch

and dinner..

gosh..
lucky i finally decided to go out and grab dinner at 10 p.m..
but that shouldn't make anything better, should it?

i mean, i spent most of the day on my bed, surfing the net (mainly youtube) and sleeping
actually, at first i didn't take this very seriously
at first, i was thinking that all this happen just because i just came back from slc yesterday nite
indeed, my whole body was aching and i felt really really week the whole day
however, upon further consideration, all these were actually happening coz i haven't eaten anything (and not because of the slc -especially since slc was very slack xp)

sigh...
now i do not know what to do
i do not want my life to spiral down to i don't know what
but i also do not have the will-power desperately needed for me to actually stop all this
sigh...

bloggin 'bout class chalet

2007-11-07T06:33:00.001-08:00

too lazy too continue
maybe next time
xp

bloggin 'bout pw

2007-11-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

sigh..
2 days have passed since op..
i can't believe this myself
but i actually am sad that p dub is over

ya...
i know it's weird
i mean, p dub is troublesome and what not
summore they always bully me,
scold me,
play chinese songs dat i dun understand,
watch sum stupid rain video,
threaten to cut my hair (they did cut it in fact),
do things last minute,
meet at places so far from the hostel
and do a lot of other horrible stuff
but..
it was kinda fun working with those gals
hehe

hope we can work together again next time
and do summore stupid things
Xp
thank u tj071
coz believe it or not
u gals have given me sum of the best moments of my life
by being sum of the best friends i've ever had
hehe

waitin

2007-10-16T18:37:00.000-07:00

waiting...
why is waiting called waiting?
why do people wait?
why is the word waiting created?
why am i asking this kind of qns?
why am i able to ask this kind of question?
why?
why?
why?

nvrmind
this kind of stupid questions doesnt need any answer
why?
because it's stupid
hahahahaha

ps : junying said hi

bloggin

2007-10-16T18:31:00.000-07:00

um..
ya
i originally didnt have anythin to write
then ice told me to write bout my visit to my cousin's house last friday
but i dont know where to start..

i wanted to ask her..
but she went to the toilet..
should ask her later..

bloggin

2007-09-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

bloggin?
what?
i also dunno
hohoho

got nothing to do...
hahaha...

i am getting crazy
hahaha...

bloggin...

2007-09-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

oh ya..
yesterday nite
after a hard and tiring day of being ignored by roomie
me n feli went to cheesecake cafe
the one in siglap

first impression was not so good
the tables and chairs outside were just like those in tj canteen
and the lighting was so bad
but
the interior design was nice
and the service was good
and the cheesecake was...
hmm...

i ordered the walnut cheesecake
eventhough i donot know how do nice cheesecakes suppose to taste
and i donot eat cheesecake that often
i knew that i like it
the sweetness was nice
and the crunchy n (a bit) bitter walnuts were lovely
the serving size also was just nice
xp
hmm...

it was a lucky choice i guess..
coz feli's one was not that good
(at least for me)
strawberry oreo
i think it's too sour
just didn't like it...

the green tea was worst
they only served sacheted green tea
the ones u normally found in ur hotel rooms
and hot water
...
no comment...

but overall it was okay
afterall u go to cheesecake cafe to eat the cheesecakes rite
hehe...
so happy
found a new good eating place to go to
will try other cheesecakes
as soon as i can find sum1 to go there with
hehe
...

bloggin...

2007-09-23T09:09:00.001-07:00

um..
dunno what to do
i planned to study cse today
but dunno where to start
dunno what to read first
what's important and what's not

so i blog..
sigh..

today was quite fun
eventhough it was so hot
i managed to wake up early enough to get breakfast
and i was not that late for church :p
and during the sermon i thought of sumthin fun to do later on in life
and the rice burger i had for lunch tasted just nice
and my roomie and ivan finished with their econs revision (sort of)
so we can play
and play
and play summore
hehe...
so fun
and i still actually managed to study
wow...

cera

2007-08-16T19:54:00.001-07:00

cera is my classmate
cera is my friend
cera is one of the few who has the same subject combination

cera is nice
cera is polite
cera is friendly
cera is...
...
...
...

but
cera said this blog is too boring
cera said i wrote too much about the evil girl
cera said i should write more about myself

however
i donot know what to write about myself
i donot even know whether i should continue blogging

afterall
the original purpose this blog was created no longer exist

what do you think?

history of the blog III

2007-08-16T19:34:00.001-07:00

Friday August 17, 2007
i am sitting with her
she said
she is pleased with the blog
but
she wants me to stop writing about her
and her evil deeds
i am stopping
or else...
...
...
...
you know
thanks for reading

history of the blog II

2007-08-07T00:58:00.000-07:00

Saturday August 4, 2007
had fun
forgot bout the blog
...

Sunday August 5, 2007
had some more fun
still forgot bout the blog
...

Monday August 6 2007
brought my laptop to school
met her during break
she remembered bout the blog
she asked me for the address
she looked at it (had no post still)
she laughed
said my blog name copied hers
she laughed again

she was not satisfied
she wanted me to post
posted 2 stupid posts
she laughed again
she said my blog looked ugly
i edited the blog
posted 'history of this blog'
she looked at it again
she laughed again
evil
...

to be continued (again)...

history of this blog

2007-08-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

Thursday August 2, 2007
I read a blog
It made me laugh
The owner was sitting beside me
...
...
...
I am forced to make a blog so that she can laugh at it also
My life was at stake

I went home
I tried to access the internet
I failed to access the internet
I tried again
I failed again
I tried again
I failed again
I tried again
I failed again
I tried again
I failed again
I stopped trying
I slept

Friday August 3, 2007
Morning
I met her in school
She asked me about the blog
I told her I was not able to make it
She was pissed
My life was in grave danger

After school
Went to library to make this blog
The computer was very laggy
The connection speed was very slow
Keep persevering
My life was at stake

After several attempts
Finally succeeded
Late for PDP (CCA)
All because of this stupid blog
...

to be continued...

i feel stupid...

2007-08-05T19:38:00.001-07:00

dun wan to type...

2007-08-05T19:37:00.001-07:00